during jc, council was busy busy busy, den was studying. tt's why was too busy to blog. council was so busy i had no time for most other things, drowning myself in work that i enjoy doing. social circle just revolves around the same few comfortable people i'm with, can just talk to them as and when i like, talk about things that interest all of us. hanging out with people of "my kind" in a sense.

(omg i miss shortclub alot now. extra alot. my favourite two, i'm the most comfortable with them.)

as for now, basically quite free after work. getting ready for uni. friends around me are kinda busy and started skl already. hate this transition period which makes me so depress. what's worst is, its the time of our lives when we are…. hmmmm, i cant find the words to describe. like, kind of the "peak"? like, young, energetic, most active?!? dunno la! just that uni kind of time!

wts i dun even know what i wana say anymore. i'm having depression period now, low self-esteem, feeling so ugly, so outcasted, so unhappy and unimportant. like shit.

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k, i've decided to try for src (student representative council) in uol. hopefully it'll turn out not as bad as i thought. figured out i could only do this kind of stuff.

shall attempt to go diving too! excited! should be sometime end of the year! :D

and i am deciding (STILL) if i should rebond/soft rebond my hair! AND CUT BANGS. HAHAHA! if this is gona happen, i guess it's end of year or before next year cny! in the meantime, shall protect and treat my hair super nicely with care and love!<3